Weekend Plans

Pray I get laid off.

I am 100000000000000000% serious

so I can do this... and mean every ounce of it!













I would rather eat out of the trash and wear potato sacks than work here another minute.

are we there yet?

nope. not going to be there for a LONG ass time.
I just had the crippling realization I will(probably) be taking chemistry everyday this summer.
FML.

I have a major check list to start:

1. finish microbio with a semi decent grade.
2. ace technical report writing.
3. figure out what other bullshit classes I need to take next term.
4. see an adviser (hopefully the PSU advisers are slightly more helpful than the UO advisers.)
5. continue filling out my CASPA application. its taking f.o.r.e.v.e.r....
6. make some serious decisions on WHERE to apply... since it will cost me a pretty penny for each.
   
7. take a full year of chemistry in 3 months.
8. get 2000 clinical hours- MUST get a new job.
   
9. do all of this before October 2009.
10. try not to kill self/get xanax in tic-tac form.

seriously, why didn't anyone tell me that a undergraduate degree doesn't mean SHIT in the real world. WHY!!!!!

I need a drink.

no I don't... my head is still spinning from the too much fun I had in Eugene this weekend :-)

A break from the norm

So this week is fashion week in my favorite city. I was there in the fall for fashion week, but unforch didn't get to catch any shows *tear* but saw copious amounts of tall long lean bitches all over the island. In honor of fashion week I have been (procrastinating on the other 109236178538097264 things I need to do) looking at the latest- I can't call them trends/styles, um lets say concepts. Beginning with the most ridiculous, i mean, practical -->

imagine a fashionista in NYC wearing this. I'm not sure it inspires me in the way some of the typically unusual fashion week items do. I love getting crazy dressed up, but my guess that bedazled rabbit mask wasn't found at the dollar tree....

However THIS is glorious!
It reminds me of the classic, sophicated, chic styles of decades past. VINTAGE INSPIRED. I want it all. Especially the giant flower. It may be simple, but I think its great.



These are more 'wild' at least in the semi-practical-might-actually-see-someone-wear it kind of way... the one on the right... L O V E

Valentines Day Vino Adventure

Valentines Day was awesome, traveling the Dundee Hills to 4 different wineries to drink some very delicious wine! And sample some very delicious cheese. I'm serious, the cheese was amazing! It was a gorgeous day in Oregon (despite the snow that we woke up to), a fun day with my man (and his sister and her bf) and an over all successfully romantic and fun Valentine's day <3

THEN I come to work today... browse my typical sites as I do everyday and of course had to look at PostSecret because DUH new ones get put up on Sundays! So I am reading my guidlty pleasure, and of course its all V-day themed... and I see this:


and now I'm suddenly depressed.

Its not that I want to get married (now or even in the far distant future)
I don't think its the fact that I'm freaking 24 and not 19

It might be that I'm so cynical now that I don't believe that exists, which is fucking sad.

Inspired by Kittens!

I feel like I probably did stuff like this when I was a child... thank god I didn't have access to a video camera!

This is what I've been doing today at work... not working, and not even working on my homework that is due tonight at 5:30... tooth paste for dinner is addicting...

here are a few faves:


toothpastefordinner.com


toothpastefordinner.com


toothpastefordinner.com


toothpastefordinner.com

check it out for yourself... its freakin awesome.

I love men, but I love male bashing too.

love this right now.
I feel a party theme coming on...

a depressing snapshot

this. is. my. life.

things to notice:

1. my discover magazine. could be replaced with Self, Cosmo, etc. any day of the week.
2. smart water and viso... product placement at its best. Staying hydrated and AWAKE are #1 at work.
3. bamboo, my only zen.
4. on the computer screens... screen 1: technical report writing homework, screen 1: facebook. standard. I need a third to fit my work in, that would be awesome.
   
5. headphones. listening to radio, NBC.com, pandora...
6. on the shelf: Microbiology book, for fun reading book (Skinny Dip, loves it), a few work things...
7. BIOMEDICAL MATERIAL tubes... actually a large part of my job... the blood tubes are just a little further to the right. (Actual DDRT paperwork to the left too, clearly thats not what I'm working on!)
   
8. all pictures on wall are printed on the color printer at work...
9. 99.9% of the time my phone is on the mouse pad.
10. the dingy light is really maginified in this picture. Fluorescent light is horrible for my eyes/hair/complexion/mood. BOO.
    

goal for 2009

return to New York.

and do the exact same thing we did in Brooklyn, party hard all night, get the same delicious handmade bagels, coffee in the bag... take a taxi to Tiffany's.

I almost had my Audrey moment last fall, but instead of Tiffany's it was the the Manhattan bridge, it was still great, but not nearly as glam as I have imagined it could be.

I WILL DO THIS. but look 1/1982608562 as glam as she did.

Hopefully I can also accomplish a task of looking at PA masters programs. Just so I can say that's what I am accomplishing while in my favorite city in the world (as of yet) so I can finally move/live where I belong.